I don't remember much of my childhood...they say when your first bitten the thirst takes you and you fall into a pool of dark memories and false truths until the very fabric of who you are is at its breaking point. I was one of the survivors of the first year...but it was not without pain. I am haunted by what i have done and the sins and past memories even though I was not able to stop them...they still are fresh in my mind. Each night they are renewed never letting me forget them. I haven't slept in weeks for i cannot partake in that which people call dreams, Or nightmares. All that was once me is gone as i once knew it...for now i am making amendments to what i have done...will I ever find peace? There's a part of me that still hope so...and another that says I don't deserve it. I was bitten years ago by an old lover and has kept the dark gift. I mostly adapted to the night life but often is lonely because most people in the night life are not like me. You can often see me sitting on the top of buildings looking up at the moon Ranya:heart:

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